How to make Bidirectional OneToMany relationship with JoinTable in Doctrine?

I have read the official docs and many questions here. I also tried blindly few things without results. Please do not focus on "why I need it" but whether this is possible:

I have these 2 entities:

/**
 * @ORM\Entity
 */
class Payout
{

    /**
     * @ORM\Id
     * @ORM\GeneratedValue
     * @ORM\Column(type="integer")
     */
    private ?int $id;
    
    /**
     * @ORM\ManyToMany(targetEntity="App\Entity\BalanceLog")
     * @ORM\JoinTable(name="payouts_balance_logs",
     *      joinColumns={@ORM\JoinColumn(name="payout_id", referencedColumnName="id")},
     *      inverseJoinColumns={@ORM\JoinColumn(name="balance_log_id", referencedColumnName="id", unique=true)}
     *      )
     */
    private Collection $balance_logs;

}


/**
 * @ORM\Entity
 */
class BalanceLog
{
    /**
     * @ORM\Id
     * @ORM\GeneratedValue
     * @ORM\Column(type="integer")
     */
    private ?int $id;

    /**
     * @ORM\ManyToOne(targetEntity="App\Entity\Payout")
     */
    private ?Payout $payout;

}

One BalanceLog CAN (but does not have to) point to a Payout. And every Payout has at least one BalanceLog. This all is achieved with payouts_balance_logs table, where balance_log_id is unique (meaning a single balance log can point to only one payout)

I can easily make a bi-directional ManyToMany relationship, but then I have BalanceLog::$payouts collection, not a single object.

I can also make it bi-directional OneToMany/ManyToOne without using JoinTable, but then EVERY BalanceLog will need its nullable payout_id column.

I think that what I want has to be common and achievable. Please help, thanks!

source https://stackoverflow.com/questions/68088844/how-to-make-bidirectional-onetomany-relationship-with-jointable-in-doctrine